I miss craving you.
I want all of that again.
I am certain that was all the push I had left in me.
It would be devastating to leave something that is so wonderful sometimes.
I didn’t survive the things I did as a child, and the things I did in high school, only to live like this. Everything happens for a reason, and I made it through those things for something great to happen. I deserve wonderful things. Nothing less.
I hope everything I tried to get across was sent, because I’m exhausted. I can tell that I won’t be able to calm myself down or talk myself out of it again.
I just want to be someone’s cheerleader and make them feel special.